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El Tango MRI – The steps are simple! Don’t.Move.

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I had my second MRI of 2018 today. I will say I was pretty worried going in to it. My last MRI did not go very well and triggered some major anxiety for me. I tried to prepare myself this time and was prescribed sedatives by my neurologist to help me get through my 2 hour-long trip into the tiny tube.

MRI’s are stress full enough.

The loud noises, I am fairly certain I made contact with an alien race during my machine’s clanking that was surely heard out into the deep universe!

The tiny enclosed tube, I can only imagine too many people have felt like the fleshy roll of dough being forced back into its Pillsbury canister upon entry.

The cage locking your head in like a space suit helmet, and a table that feels like it’s laying on top of a bellowing alligators back.  (If you do not know what an alligator bellow sounds like, treat yo self!) ⇓⇓⇓

 

Now I gotta say I am SO grateful for the headphones/Pandora station they offer during the procedure. Nothing like the relaxation of headphones so faint and full of static that you couldn’t possibly hear the music over the raucous machine surrounding you.

The best part is when the machine pauses for a second and you get drawn out of your sedated stupor by, the suddenly predominantly louder, “If I die young, lay me down in a bed of roses…” (you know…that cheerful diddy from 2010). If I could pick ONE song to never be included in my MRI playlists it would be that one. I’m just getting an MRI for god’s sake let’s slow the roll on the funeral music.

All in all this MRI went MUCH better than my first two. I am chalking it completely up to the sedatives I was given beforehand.

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Sedated and waiting to go into the machine!

Seriously, a calm mind is absolutely vital when you are in a machine like that for two hours. If I gotta get that calm mind through the sedatives for now, than so be it.

I hope that anyone else who has a tough procedure/appointment today finds out just how brave they really are today! Sometimes the things that we deal with, with chronic illness and autoimmune diseases, are shitty. But that is just fine because Spoonies are some strong motherf*$‡%ers!

-A

4 Replies to “El Tango MRI – The steps are simple! Don’t.Move.”

  1. Keep remembering you have your family and friends surrounding you with love. God is with you always and helps you find that peaceful place to get through your challenges. Love you and keep that Schneider Strong attitude.

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  2. Keep remembering you have your family and friends surrounding you with love. God is with you always and helps you find that peaceful place to get through your challenges. Love you and keep that Schneider Strong attitude.

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